GIRL WITH A DIRTY MIND

I am forever on the journey to self-discovery with my sexuality. Since I am in a very horny period at the moment while I am on my menstrual cycle, Jon mentioned a fantasy last night to me that truly set my clit on fire; sucking another man’s cock. Now, this may not appeal to all women, but I found it deliciously hot! It creamed my thighs almost immediately, and I began masturbating. When I asked Jon to explore it further and describe how it would feel to suck a cock, I knew that I would be experiencing an electrifying orgasm. Just the thought of him kissing another man draws me to lust for him. Knowing he has the power over my sexuality is a massive turn on.

Of course, he was a little hesitant, but he started the conversation. I’m not a jealous woman, and sharing Jon with another man is a wonderful thought that would remain in our minds and electrify our already sizzling sex life, but exploring this fantasy turned me on in an instant. It made me want to explode how it would feel for me to kiss another woman and make her cum with my tongue, lips, and fingers, while he sat on top of her and wanked himself close to my face so he could cover my face in spunk.

While he described how he would love to watch me sucking another man while fucking me from behind, I felt close to orgasm, but it wasn’t until I described the scene of him kissing another man, rubbing oil over his cock, and rubbing cocks together did it make me explode with an orgasm that truly delivered. My orgasms are so powerful lately, and this scene will be one to remember. When the man came in my mouth, I shared the cum with Jon in a long, erotic kiss that sent wonderful shivers up and down our bodies.

I knew Jon was hard and almost ready to explode. Since Skype was fucking up our live conversation, we turned off our videos and let our voices work their magic. I built up a vision of my lips surrounding his cock and exploring his length. Sucking him and building him to near orgasm for two hours drove him over the edge. It’s like I have a sixth sense when I know a man is going to cum, but the emotional release is always more powerful together with the orgasm if I make him wait. Giving pleasure is the ultimate pleasure.

Now you may wonder why I don’t just go and watch some random gay porn and have an equally hot orgasm, but I am not into porn. The thought of MY man engaging in this fantasy is such a treat for me! It explores my depths of where and how I would like to explore my sexuality, and although I had never before considered licking out another woman to pleasure my man, it has intrigued me in the past and helped me to explore my feelings throughout my writing, I would do anything to turn on my man. Things like scat are out of the question, but I would love him to urinate on me. I may have the lesbian look, but I am very much into cock. I love his open minded sexuality, it is very very sexy.

So what is the message in this article, other than to make every man squirm with disgust as to what I have shared today. Fantasies are there to be explored. The mind is forever processing thoughts, and sexual thoughts is just one of them. How was I to know that the visualisation of Jon sucking another man’s cock would send me into a whirlwind of desperation to orgasm baffles me. Even the thought of him kissing another man doesn’t turn on my envious side, but only makes me lust for him further.

Explore your sexuality in this short life, for wanting to suck another man’s cock does not make you homosexual or bisexual. The sharing of bodies and thoughts with a partner can help to unleash specific desires that most people would prefer were kept hidden, but I’m motivating you now to explore those thoughts. All desires stem from somewhere. Like all woman have masculine energies within them, and men have feminine energies, maybe this is mine trying to unleash.

Did I have any regrets about cuming so hard over the fantasy of Jon sucking another man’s cock? It felt quite strange that such a visualisation would turn me on so quickly, but I love our explorations together. Jon denies nothing. He likes my non-judgmental side that allows him to explore his sexuality. Extreme fantasies may not always come true, but fantasy is real enough for me.