I’m so horny lately that I am imagining a big fat orgy with all my male friends. I won’t mention names, since I know some of them read this blog, but what the fuck! Perhaps I’m masturbating too much, and my sex hormones are out of sync, but I can’t concentrate on anything other than sex sex sex. Is this what it’s like to live in a male mind? If so, it’s rather difficult, but otherwise, I’d class myself as quite a horny girl.
I’ve only ever had one orgy with three men, and that was a fun time, and helped me to develop the confidence in my sexuality, but how the fuck can I satisfy seven men at the same time? Are my gratuitous moans satisfaction enough? I’m making a twat of myself emailing one mate, and texting another, but sex is the dominant thought that won’t go away! I wonder if meditation would help me, but I’ve been a bad girl and only done it once in two weeks. Also, the past few times I’ve meditated, I feel my juices flowing downstairs, and my mind goes off track and back onto sex.
Ah well, sex on the mind, and writing about sex in my books doesn’t help, but I’m not going to change. There is something quite powerful about feeling horny 24/7. At least it will keep in a good mood until evening. I had four orgasms last night, oh greedy me, yes! And I was a little knackered this morning, but it will be hard not to grab my squirting dildo tonight, and fuck myself. Oh the joys of being a woman!
If it’s any consolation, I frequently have mfm/group sex/orgiastic thoughts and fantasies entering my head. And sometimes at the most inopportune moments. I think the fact is once you’ve experienced the wanton, indulgent pleasures of group sex, it’s hard to stop thinking back, and imagining more … and more… and more….