Love hurts, especially when the man doesn’t want to speak to you after I invested over sixteen months into the relationship. Told me all this stuff that he would always be there, be a rock to me during my turbulent times, and he would never give up on me.
Sad that he has shown his true colours now, plus his wife is getting all obsessed about me, trying to find out things from my blog. What more do you want to know, Steph? We’ve had sex, I’ve made him cum many times over the phone, at work, and through Skype, and yet you can’t leave it alone. You have won. I am alone!
I thought he was separated, obviously I was wrong about that, but I want you to stop obsessing over this. I made a mistake, he made a mistake, and now you are making a mistake by choosing hate over love. The more hate you send out to another the more harm is caused to the world. Maybe this is why your chronic illness will not heal because the body is in a low state of vibration. It is healable though if you decide to send out the higher vibration of love. You can call me all the words you like, send hate, judgement, and whatever else, but I will bounce it back to your God self through meditation. Nothing you say or think will harm my energy field.
Many people are so wrapped up in their own little world and thoughts, they care not that those hateful thoughts are creating the mass chaos we see all around us. Why did I get involved in all this? I guess I do not make good decisions about men, or I am too trusting.
Bloody lessons in life. Guess they make us stronger somehow. Perhaps one day all this will make sense to me.
