I’m Feeling Experimental, and Another Synchronised 222 Entered my Path
on September 30th, 2010 at 12:49 am
I should be in snore land right now, yet I’ve just completed an article on green tea and its health benefits, and I suddenly feel the urge to masturbate.
I was having a conversation with an interesting guy at work today, or yesterday I should point out, called J. He told me that he practices Tantra, and he spoke of female ejaculation, and how male/female orgasms can reach incredible depths of ecstasy.
As I have mentioned in many of my previous blogs, I have been reaching incredible depths of horniness during intense meditation. I can often continue with the meditation, until my mind steals my thought free body onto sex and masturbation. If this is a test of sexual magic, I do not know, but I am not ready to save up my sexual energy, and allow it to transcend into a negative emotion such as aggression. I used to be an aggressive person, but now I am learning the art of patience.
As I wrote about a certain playful experience that felt incredible before orgasm, I am ready to take it one step further, and stay up throughout the morning if I have to, but I NEED to reach ejaculation. All I require is extreme will power to keep my hands away from my clit, but I’ll try my damned hardest.
333 is a fascinating number, for it is of dwelling within The Abyss, the crossing whereof leads to transformation and finding one’s own True Will. In the sublime works of Kenneth Grant Choronzon is shown as 333, as is his mirror, Shugal; both held in check by The Goddess, Babalon; the great sky mother of antquity, Nuit, bearer of, amongst all others, The Twins, The Gemelli : Set & Horus . . . yes, 333 is a corker of a number!
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High regards!
C II 2 **