I go especially weak at the knees around sexy deep voiced men. My first love, or second I should say, after the first prick I shafted, had dreamy blue eyes, and a voice to match his looks. As I worked on switcboard at the time, I always hoped the next moaning scumbag on the other end of the phone would need a mortgage call. Jay worked in that department, and just the hello and thanks sent a twitch to my clit.
Fuck, he turned me on so much in the bedroom, and sex wasn’t even that good with him until I’d experienced better, but he was very self-less. He was very fucked up when I dated him, turning to drink, drugs, and pot every night, but I hope he is content with his life now.
It doesn’t help to be bitter when it comes to relationships that ended in a bad way. Hell, that night when Jay decided to bin me and get off with one of my closest friends, I was taken advantage of by his friend. Too shocked to realise what had happened to me, I cursed those people for so long, but my angry feelings continued to harm the world, giving power to the dark forces.
I really want to step out of this 3D world, and ascend into another dimension. I doubt it will be consulting with aliens, but it will be a new place full of unconditional love. That is my hope! That’s another thing. There are good aliens out there as part of the Galaxy Being or Galactic Federation, but all these Hollywood movies promote abduction and evil experiments being conducted on humans. I have to think that it is more scare tactics to make us step away from spirituality. They say that Moldavite is the “Extraterrestial” Stone, yet I can’t recall ever chatting with a green stick thin being.
When the world is ready to ascend, it will take only 144,000 people to change the world. Do you want to join me on the ascension process? If so, firstly you need to buy yourself a piece of Moldavite or Phenekite. These stones are quite expensive, but they are intensely powerful, and will transcend you into the Ascension Process or Dark Night of the Soul where you will banish and work through all those bad memories and thoughts that others have put onto us.
Some people choose to live in fear, and always will, but if you choose to become a wolf rather than remain as a sheep, then you are making the decision to see through the illusion of life. Choose LOVE not fear. Meditation helps me. It gives me energy, as I can reclaim all the negative energy I have sent out, and therefore help to heal the world of its problems, but I am turning to foods that I would never have chosen to eat two years ago, one of which is wheatgrass. This foods is full of nutrients, and also high vibrational to raise my levels of unconditional love. It tastes better than a McDonald’s strawberry milkshake, but the grass has to be fresh.
Another positive change I am seeing, other than the 20 or so feathers I have found in my path, are certain number sequences. I see 11.11, 1.11, 222, 333, 555, and 666. Other numbers are 11.12, 17.11, and so on. This is happening every day so it is no coincidence. Angels are around connecting to me, telling me that I am on the right path. This has nothing to do with career choices, this is about ascension and spirituality.
I am quite content to be a cleaner for the moment. It pays the bills, although it does steal the time when I would write erotica, but everything in life is a chapter, and I have to step through this chapter of my life. I am grateful for work, and money, but I am most grateful for knowing about life and its often harsh lessons.
Looks like I have stepped off the topic of deep voiced men, but I started to grow a little philosophical after reminiscing about Jay and his lovely voice.
Us women are so lucky to have billions of men to nurture and love. I love hairy chests, and deep voices, so if you are a sexy voiced and hairy male reading this, go and spread your sexiness to the world. Talk to strangers, take off your top, and say a little hello to me.
Numbers. What a refreshing blog/article to read. With Venus in my first house, trine Neptune in Scorpio; with a wolf-mane set of vocals; and an interest in gematria, my personal number is 222 and had s been for many years. Argentine Tango will be one step towards enlightenment, which is already within you. My tango embrace to you . . . and the sweetest harmonics too.
Tango Karlo