I heard from K the other day after we haven’t spoken or emailed since 24 August 2010. He can’t wish me happy birthday, yet he thinks he can sweeten me with a £400 TV. Surely he doesn’t know the true me. Says he “wants the TV to remind me of him whenever I watch it.” How big of an ego can one get?
I also hate it that he believes he can change me, that I need love in my life. Perhaps he craves that from a woman, but I’m perfectly content alone, always have been. Yes, I write about sex and love, but I am in love with my soul. Love is nice when it pops into your life, but I’ve given it a go, invested time and my energy into a man who doesn’t even want to meet me after 16 months. Fuck that! Life’s too short! Why should I wait another year, no way hosay! He’ll be 46 then, and I’m only 30. Everything for the past 16 months has been on his terms, wants us to meet when he has the “dream ending” in sight, but NOW is where he should be envisioning, not the future. I am quite disappointed with myself for trusting a man so much, but that’s the way the cookie crumbles. I can reclaim my energy through www.ascensionhelp.com.
He’s surely got a secret life, I’ve definitely woken up from the illusion. Now I’ve blocked him from my emails, and he doesn’t like it, but that’s just what I have to do from turning into this angry person who feel cheated.
It baffles me the way some people think, and how they think they can change someone. Obviously they are not content with the original person they met if they think they have to change someone. I am learning more and more about myself every day, raising my frequency, and I am eternally grateful for all of my lessons in life, including love.
So K, if you are reading this, go fly off and rest your nest in someone one’s energy frequency, because you’re disappearing every day from mine.
