Has anyone else suffered with extreme emotional sadness after orgasm? Not sure if it is tension or because of the connection one feels to a partner during masturbation, but anyway I felt it this afternoon. I read through a couple of raunchy chapters from Neighbors, and came quickly. Then all these tears erupted from no-where. It was a very strong orgasm, and although I am apart from K, I still think about him sexually.
I used to suffer with emotional orgasms when I first started masturbating in my teenage years. When I found out that most religions are full of bullshit to implant the thought that sex before marriage, masturbation, and orgasms are sinful, I often felt extremely guilty after I pleasured myself, and I suffered with these emotional orgasms.
I usually feel incredibly happy and joyful after orgasm. Apart from the afternoons when I get so horny and I can’t relieve myself unless I’m thinking of K or reading one of his horny stories, is when these emotional orgasms start to take over.
These are always more intense than the stress relieving orgasms. One thought of K during my hour long meditation session this morning sent a twirl of twitches down to my throbbing clit. It was pretty hard not to focus on my breathing after that. What a fucked up meditation session I had.
Does anyone else suffer with emotional orgasms, where after orgasm you start to cry rather intensely, although it only lasts for a few seconds? Anyone know what this means?
