I’ve had a bit of a weird day today so I thought I’d try and get energetic through a bit of crystal meditation. I already wear a Moldavite pendant, and I found a large Rose Quartz, Herkimer Diamond, and Phenekite crystals, and put them on corresponding chakras. Loads of weird shit happened.

Firstly, the colour red shot into my mind while my eyes remained closed. I talked loud to get rid of these weird emotions I’m suffering with, and all kinds of emotional activity shot out of me. I felt guilty for all the hurt in the world, and for my mother who I tried to help but couldn’t no matter how desperate I acted. Said I would stick with the ho-onoponopono, which I am doing for friends/family, and Keith.

I want my friend to fall in love with a nice man, I wish happiness to my partner, monetary success for my sister and her husband, , healing to my mother, love and happiness to all my friends and family, and unconditional love to the entire Universe.

After all these tears drained out of me, I felt quite relieved and my mind felt content for once. Soon after – I am not sure if this is a Spiritual test – I felt really horny. The Moldavite, Phenekite, and Herkimer Diamond remained on my third eye chakra, and I couldn’t help myself and started masturbating. I grew wetter in seconds, and endorphins flooded through me even before my orgasm.

I’m not sure about you but sometimes rubbing myself causes ecstatic moans, and other times it’s just a form of tension release. Today, it felt like nothing else. I thought of my lover pinning me against the wall holding my arms up and kissing me hard, but before that even took place I felt his hot breaths against my neck stimulating each of my nerve endings. It was like he read my mind. His groin rubbed against my covered clit, his mouth only inches from mine, but he wouldn’t kiss me. He kissed my cheeks, nose, eyelids, everywhere else but my lips, and fuck it turned me so horny and frantic to cum. I rubbed myself slowly imagining how that scene would feel.

Creating desire by taking away the one thing your partner wants will always heighten their desire for you, and give you a more powerful orgasm.

It got me thinking about one night with an ex-boyfriend. What he did that night drove me crazy, and made me multi-orgasmic even before rubbing my clit. I was a fucking quivering wreck. He massaged my breasts over my tight top during our kiss, and the whole time I wanted him to slip his hand inside my t-shirt, but he didn’t. He kept up this teasing for about an hour. My whole body remained on edge waiting for just one finger to slip inside my top. When he finally did, OMG a surge of juices exploded from my pussy, and he rubbed me to a big one.

Men can easily use this to their advantage on women. Stimulate the breasts but do not touch the nipples – make your partner desire your lips to blow and suck on their nipples. In minutes – if you can resist it too – they’ll turn into putty in your hand. Do it with kisses too. As desperate as you want to kiss them, kiss other areas, and make them crave your kiss more than SEX. Make them howl with ecstasy for you.

Women can easily create desire in their partner by blowing hot breaths on their partner’s penile tip, or running fingernails or a tongue to excite his inner thighs. Lick the balls, nipples, spine – anywhere but the cock. Create desire, and you’ll become a Goddess through your partner’s eyes.