That is the bloody question I keep reaching in my spiritual journey but why should one have to give up sex to reach a higher realm? I do not understand. This was primarily the Buddha route but I am not sure I want to go that far as to give up the greatest pleasure that exists. Money cannot buy youth and when we are young we feel sexier and want to show our adventurous side. Well I sure do.

Apparently there are nine chapters in this particular book, The way of the Bodhisattva by Shantideva that leads to Buddhahood. When it hit the sex one, I thought well doesn’t the bible state that sex or lust is a sin, which would mean that we walk through life with these wonderful organs and infinite orgasms in each of us and we have a choice whether to sustain that pleasure or it is a test. Fuck that. Stress is de-stressing. What do they want us to do, turn to drugs to get a kick instead?

I am doing fine on the compassionate route and controlling my anger with crystal meditation. With normal meditation I do not think I would get that far as there are only so many hours in the day and I still have to write my Erotica.

Is there a right or wrong with sex? To be honest, I don’t care anymore. I’ve come too far to give up what I believe in. I want everyone to learn about the power of multi-orgasms and how you can make them stronger through masturbation.