Girl with a Dirty Mind

Faking Tips To Spot In a Female:

• The Clitoris. Is it a dark purple colour, and very sensitive to touch after her orgasm? If she does not try to move your hand away from her clitoris straight after orgasm, she has probably faked it. After a real orgasm, the clitoris is extremely sensitive to touch.

• Sex Flush. Are her cheeks flushed after orgasm? The flush can also appear on the neck and chest, but disappear equally fast within minutes. See no flush after her apparent orgasm? She has faked it.

• Vagina. After performing oral sex on your partner, and she moans at her forthcoming orgasm, check that her vagina contracts sporadically. This often lasts for 3-10 seconds. If you spot no deep sucks from her vagina, it is another faked orgasm.

• Noise. It is impossible to stay quiet during a real orgasm. The body shakes, inhibitions disappear, and a satisfied smile appears on the face. I did manage to remain incredibly silent during my masturbation session in a tent at a festival, while my friends were asleep, but it was difficult.

Faking Tips To Spot In a Male:

• Pelvis. During orgasm, his pelvis will contract involuntary. If you feel no bodily movements or spasms, it is possible that he has faked an orgasm.

• Noise. An incredibly aroused man will moan during sex, ejaculation, and orgasm. Even shy males will moan during the real thing. No noise, and he may have faked orgasm. One long-haired man I slept with in the past scared me as he was so quiet while I sucked him. Not very attractive at all.

• Thrusts. Just before orgasm is due to occur, men often thrust harder than ever during a blow job or penetration. If he lets you do all the work, and you believe that he has orgasmed, look for those deep fucks. See or feel no deep thrusts and it is often a faked orgasm.

• Oral sex. If you suspect him faking orgasm, try oral sex, as it is impossible to notice a faked orgasm during ejaculation. A downside to oral sex is that some men cannot relax, and may struggle to climax.

I have a big crush on a handsome stranger with a dark hairy chest. Not sure what it is but I think I have a fetish for men in glasses and dark hairy chests (much like Tom Sellecks). I can’t understand men who shave or wax their chests? Do they do it for vanity, or to score with women. Hairy men are so damn sexy, and so what if the hair also grows on the back or the ass, it’s how nature created them. I bet beauty salons make a bomb on male waxing.

I’ve fucked a few men with hairy chests, and it was such a turn on. Those with the young, unhairy chests failed to satisfy me. Maybe it’s something to do with the inner workings of the mind. Something about the scent of a man’s chest drives me fucking horny. Lewis and Dave – you are so damn sexy.

Seriously though, there are not enough hairy men who take off their shirts during the summer months. So give me a treat guys next time it’s sunny. I’m sure there are other women who think just as enthusiastically as me. Do you find it a turn-on?

Mmm, the thought of a naughty man tying me up while staring at me through his goggles, while rubbing his tough chest hair against my tits is driving me crazy. Hairy men is a God damn blessing for us girls. Jason Statham has just entered my thoughts. Perhaps I’ll write about a sexy threesome with him and my new crush.

I turned the big 3.0 yesterday, and it got me thinking about investing time in a partner. I have invested fifteen months into Keith, who can’t even wish me happy birthday. I know why he did it. I am now starting to believe my friend, Rachel, who warned me about Scorpio men and how they are possessive if they do not get their own way. Keith always said he was not a typical Scorpio, that he knew himself and would ever use my insecurities against me.

He tried to spoil my day. Yeah, it hurt because he didn’t bother sending me any good wishes, but now I see that selfish side of him, I am now glad he has shown his true colours. I cared not for a gift, but just the kind wishing words. Investing fifteen months into a time waster has made me feel lucky it wasn’t longer. I guess we live and learn girls, we live and learn.

I had a fantastic day. I got some lovely clothes, a DVD, scrabble dictionary, and a massive pink dreamcatcher, to catch my nightmares (have lots), and it was even better today when two people thought I was 18 years old. Wow. Who the hell needs How to Look Ten Years Younger, when my secret is baby lotion to cleanse, meditation to enhance my complexion, wheatgrass juice to cleanse my internal body, and plenty of orgasms to give me a sexual glow.

Have a super duper day, peeps.

Has anyone else suffered with extreme emotional sadness after orgasm. Not sure if it is tension or because of the connection one feels to a partner during masturbation, but anyway I felt it this afternoon. I read through a couple of raunchy chapters from Neighbors, and came quickly. Then all these tears erupted from no-where. It was a very strong orgasm, and although I am apart from K, I still think about him sexually.

I used to suffer with emotional orgasms when I first started masturbating in my teenage years. When I found out that most religions are full of bullshit to implant the thought that sex before marriage, masturbation, and orgasms are sinful, I often felt extremely guilty after I pleasured myself, and I suffered with these emotional orgasms.

I usually feel incredibly happy and joyful after orgasm. Apart from the afternoons when I get so horny and I can’t relieve myself unless I’m thinking of K or reading one of his horny stories, is when these emotional orgasms start to take over.

These are always more intense than the stress relieving orgasms. One thought of K during my hour long meditation session this morning sent a twirl of twitches down to my throbbing clit. It was pretty hard not to focus on my breathing after that. What a fucked up meditation session I had.

Does anyone else suffer with emotional orgasms, where after orgasm you start to cry rather intensely, although it only lasts for a few seconds? Anyone know what this means?

Perfumes and aftershaves smell lush. I’m a fan of Coolwater for Men, and any guy wearing that will always get a second glance from me, but did you know that alcohol based perfumes (all shop-bought fragrances) mask the natural pheromones in the body? To have healthy children, you must allow your pheromones to play cupid to attract a chemically compatible partner.

Not what everyone wants to hear, but hey I’m going through a weird patch. I want to help the environment. Essential oils are magical, and they are used in perfumes and aftershaves more than they should be used in cleaning products that are better for the environment. Regarding cleaning products, you can make them yourself with water and ten drops of essential oil of lemon. Lemon is a natural antibacterial aid so it will kill bacteria, cut through grease, and fragrances the home naturally without any chemicals. I made my first bottle yesterday, and it works better than Mr Muscle Lemon. I accidentally dropped my carton of Lurpak on the floor, and it landed everywhere. I wiped it away with my own lemon fragranced cleaner, and the grease from the butter dissolved like magic.

Anyhow, back onto the blog. You can, however, make your own perfume. Essential oils are fairly cheap to buy. The most expensive of the oils are Rose otto, Jasmine, and Neroli. The sexiest fragrances are Sandalwood, Grapefruit, Vanilla, Coffee, and Ginger. I buy my essential oils from Aromatherapy Direct. They are cheap to buy, but they are quality oils. I would not recommend branded aromatherapy products like those from Neal Yard Remedies, you are paying for the name not the quality.

Not sure how these blend together (I will have to experiment for you) but if you blend essential oils into a little carrier oil and apply it to the pulse points on the body – nape of neck, backs of ears, inside elbows, backs of knees, and wrists – the fragrance will last almost all day. Plus it is cheap, and it will enhance your natural pheromones because the essential oils are no use in a perfume/aftershave because the alcohol has absorbed the magical properties.

The home made fragrance I am using at the moment includes a little olive oil and five drops of vanilla and lemon oil. It smells divine! The recipe for this is already blogged.

If you prefer to go au natural, your natural pheromones are found in sweat – which is why you can feel horny during a workout. It is also found in the sexual juices of smegma (the white secretions that is found in the outer vagina and foreskin in the penis), and finally, urine.

I don’t see what the big hype is about dildos. They are a quick way to flick off the clit, and orgasm if you are pressed for time, but the best orgasms are those worth waiting for.

Benefits of Using The Fingers During Masturbation:

• You can stroke yourself as quickly or as slowly as you want to.
• Stimulate the inner thighs while using the middle finger to stroke the clit.
• Keep yourself on edge for minutes or hours before releasing your orgasm.
• Burn a shit load of calories. The longer the workout, the harder the heart works, and the better the aerobic workout.
• Experiment with different finger pressures.

Negatives of Using The Fingers During Masturbation:

• The fingernails can become full of lubrication, not ideal to get into nail extensions etc as the scent can linger.

Benefits of Using a Dildo During Masturbation:

• Vibrating dildos often have a variety of settings from fast to slow to diversify your sensations.
• They can provoke quick orgasms.
• Use a high setting until almost at the peak, and then slow down the vibration to intensify your orgasm.

Negatives of Using a Dildo During Masturbation:

• Does not provide much of an aerobic workout.
• Can numb the clitoris if you press on it too hard with the toy.
• Can become addictive to use.

I prefer using the fingers. It is difficult to show your partner how you like to be touched with a dildo covering the clitoris.

Fuck me. I love orgasms, but I have never quite experimented like tonight. I was ultra-orgasmic until I set off the BIG one an hour later. I suppose the anger I have felt from half four until midnight pushed itself into my clit for one of the longest bursts I have ever experienced.

All this anger was drilling through my body, and I thought, well you’d better practice what you preach, H. I’m always moaning on about how orgasms are the cure to stress, so I thought of a horny fantasy, and found myself getting wet almost instantly. I stroked myself until I was on the edge of ecstasy, but then I rubbed my outer lips constantly. I felt like pissing myself I was so horny.

I gathered some juices from my soaking river between my legs, and covered my inner thighs in my arousal, rubbing and rubbing until the extreme sensations drifted over my entire being over and over. I used my middle finger soaked with juices to drift over my clit for a mere second. If I held it any longer I would have cum, but I didn’t want to. Fuck this is such a good feeling to feel so incredible aroused.

Finally, after I almost climaxed from rubbing my labia, I turned into a weakling and rubbed myself for frantic seconds, cuming over and over, my clit letting out all that frustration I had held for hours. My finger shook slightly as I relieved myself, and I let out a wild scream suddenly forgetting that I live in a very echoey flat. The wet patch that settled between my legs on my naked sheet feels like I’ve pissed the bed, but that’s how horny it feels to masturbate.

Seriously, I cannot believe why some people would want to give up orgasms. I experienced one of the horniest ejaculations of my life, and it was FREE FREE FREE. Woohoo!

I got to where I am today sexually only through experience. Although I am not proud of my ‘achievements’, I doubt I would have had the courage to write about my own sexual tales.

The only thing about sex is that it can become addictive. I often used to go out on my own searching for sex. My dancing always grabbed me many admirers, and it led me to one of my favourite experiences; my first threesome. I was only twenty-four at the time when I met Liam and Craig, but a lightbulb switched on in my head, and I thought ‘Yeah, let’s do it H’.

We met up soon again after our first threesome for more saucy encounters, and I even had a naughty foursome. Girls, if you ever get the chance to have a threesome or foursome, try it – you will feel like a Goddess, plus it will give you self-confidence. Remember to use protection, and if you do not feel comfortable with any position or act, make sure that you tell him loud and clear.

I don’t like to have anal sex with everyone, but it is important to feel comfortable. I first had anal sex when I was around twenty-six. Threesomes can include anal sex, but I chose not to experiment with it then. I did, however, enjoy getting a hard doggy style fucking, while sucking cock at the same time. Quite difficult but a great workout nonetheless.

I am not sure I believe in soul mates. I believe in sexual chemistry and compatibility between couples, but soul mates or the ‘one’ are majorly hyped. Okay, if you are with a person who matches you perfectly, you are one of the lucky ones. Sometimes, one may never find a partner to fulfil their desires.

I do believe, however, in reincarnation. Just imagine if you lost the love of your life and you then met them in another life. That would be so cool. I often wonder if I had a partner who has chosen to be reincarnated as a fly. I do get a lot buzzing around my flat, and they often land on my body or nose to wake me up in the morning. How annoying! I think one of the flies was quite old because it didn’t do much flying, only walked around on my sofa, laminate floor, and over my leg.

So what do you think? Do you believe in soul mates? Send me your love stories.

How many people struggle with relationships because they have no idea what they have done? We give ourselves away subconsciously by our body language gestures. Many of us do not realise what we are doing, how we show anxiety or stress. Eye contact is a biggie! If you can maintain eye contact with someone you have already proved that you are full of self-confidence. The way you carry yourself daily tells another person a great deal.

I’m a confident girl, but around some individuals, their aura makes me feel nervous and I look away. It may also be the distance in which you sit from someone, for example, in interviews. If the interviewers are quite close, the interviewee may feel on edge.

Relationship blunders to avoid:

• Never bring up your relationships from the past. They are over! Why do you want to remind yourself of the misery? Your partner is all that matters now. If you ever find yourself wanting to talk or moan about an ex, try to realize your mistake by inhaling deeply, and laugh it off! Your new partner does not want to hear about your ex girlfriend/boyfriend. This can be a topic that is very off-putting for many people.

• Do not rely on your partner for your happiness. Many individuals do in fact try to find a ‘wholeness’ in themselves with another. The truth is that you must feel content alone before you seek the partnership of another. Even if that time takes months or years, you owe it to yourself to stand on your own two feet and achieve inner happiness. Being single is always seen as ‘sad’ or ‘desperate’ so fuck what anyone else thinks. If you are happy as a singleton, you will always be the one who finds true happiness.

• Love unconditionally. If you love conditionally, you have too much hope and faith pinned on your relationship because you are already scared (although you have no idea about this) of losing them. Trust and jealousy can appear out of nowhere because of this fear that you are not good enough for your partner or you may lose them.  The trick is to love unconditionally so that you enjoy your happiness with your partner, but you do not rely on them to make you feel whole. It is difficult to achieve, especially in this predominant negative world we live in, but it is possible to learn during spiritual awakening and meditation. True love is given without attachment.

• Live your own life. It is very important that you remember that you have your own life away from your partner. Love is beautiful to experience, but some individuals can get too ‘comfortable’ in a relationship, and if it goes ‘tits up’ they may feel devastated.

I’m in a bit of a philosophical mood today, and I”m pondering on the reason why most of my ex-lovers have not wished me happiness with my website, writing successes, or shown any form of kindness toward my new relationship with K. Is this because they still want me for themselves, or because they have trouble providing genuine appreciation for my career turnaround?

I doubt they will read this anyway, but just a little ‘Wow, that’s inspirational’ or ‘ Good luck in your relationship’ would be nice, but not everyone thinks like me.

Let me tell you how difficult this career transition has been. I quit a boring administration job in August 2008 because, quite frankly, I was sick of being used and spoken to like shit. It was hard because I had a mortgage at the time, but I trusted the Universe with Faith. I gradually build up my writing profile with ghostwriting and weight loss articles. I reviewed porn sites, while still carrying on with my erotica. I had no idea how to structure a sentence, punctuation and grammar failed me, and I used too many passive sentences and ‘told’ rather than ‘show’ the story.

Of course, I was buzzing that I had written these short horny stories based on my sex life, and I thought that a publisher/agent would love them. Rejection after rejection, I thought it would never happen. It is only now that I can look back and realise that I was rushing my work, and that it is always best to hone your talents, which takes time. Now, I have a traditional publisher who loves my erotica, and I have a partner who loves every inch of me. It is nice to be able to be genuine, because I think I always tried too hard with lovers before. If none of them took their time to get to know the real me, that’s their problem.

I am always happy for others, even my ex-boyfriend who fucked off with somebody I worked with. Forgiveness is important in order to move on in life. I suppose people show their true colours through jealousy, but why would I wait around for an individual who wants to use me for sex anyway. I am worth more, perhaps I didn’t know of this before, but I certainly do now!

So as well as taking on cleaning jobs, writing jobs, there is still only twenty-four hours to the day, and I have over 100 erotica stories to rewrite and complete before they are published. My motivation for my career path and faith has given me the edge to succeed. Belief is yourself is important with any creative path.

Listening to Brainwave Entrainment can also bring up memories, and perhaps this blog is a little of that, but it’s good to get it out in the open, I believe.

From chapter one, when the narrator meets the B.I.B in the flesh, he becomes infatuated with her. As the story unfolds, I couldn’t wait for them to meet again, but the more I continued to read Super Born, the longer I realised that, when they did eventually meet,  it would be magical.

The B.I.B. also narrates her parts and talks about her life as a single mother. She does not display any signs of vanity, although others who had super powers would grow an ego the size of a humongous tree, she does not. She cares about others, but she is feisty.

Super Born is a romantic tale of attraction, chemistry, and magical powers. As soon as I started reading it, I didn’t want to put the book down. At one point, I wondered if the narrator and the B.I.B were ever going to meet for  a second time. The thought of them entwining again forced my hands down my pyjama bottoms to stroke myself to an ecstatic orgasm during the second half of the novel.

If you are not opposed to profanity, this book will appeal to you. The narrator is very funny in parts, and I think he is a secret dream boat, as he had many admirers as I travelled through the book. I would recommend Super Born.

I love to dabble with essential oils, and I added a couple of drops of vanilla and lemon to my dried pot pourri a couple of days ago. The smell drove me in like a fly to shit. I loved it. I burnt the same couple of drops in my vaporiser, although the smell wasn’t as strong. Never have I found two essential oils that matched quite as well as this.

I got out my little sample tins, added a little olive oil and four drops of vanilla and four drops of lemon essential oil. This divine scented fragrance will make you smell naturally seductive to your partner. A lot of the top notes in perfumes and aftershaves are made using vanilla essential oil, but you get none of the benefits because of their dilution in alcohol. The smell is very different to the shop bought sweetly scented vanilla. It is a lot more musky, but it is very horny. I feel sexy and powerful when I dot my home made perfume on my pulse points.

Ingredients:

• Small tub or old perfume bottle
• Lemon essential oil
• Vanilla essential oil

It doesn’t matter which essential oil you use first; both are potent. Per 10ml of fragrance, use 6 drops each. A little goes a long way with essential oils. Also, because you are using oil as the base rather than drying alcohol (used in perfumes/aftershaves) the fragrance will be last longer than normal.

Benefits of Lemon Essential Oil

It calms the mind and reduces stress, anxiety and other problems that stem from nervous tension. Just the scent of lemon is refreshing to the spirit, and it can help to remove any negativity. Other health properties of lemon essential oil is how it alert and concentrative it can make you feel. As well as lemon being a stimulant to improve energy, it calms the mind and will help insomniacs. When used regularly, lemon essential oil boosts the white blood cell count in the body, and also improves the circulation.

Benefits of Vanilla Essential Oil

As well as its aphrodisiac properties, vanilla essential oil works on the mind, body and spirit to combat depression, relax the body, boost the immune system by neutralising free radicals, and acts as a sedative in times of stress. Natural Vanilla Essential Oil is scented very differently from vanilla scented air-fresheners. Both vanilla scented foods and vanilla scented fragrances do not use natural essential oil of vanilla but components derived from hydrocarbons. It will uplift the spirit, but not as much as the real vanilla essential oil would.

Vanilla Essential oil helps to stimulate hormones in men (testosterone) and women (oestrogen), and it is will help sufferers of impotence and frigidity. If you dot essential oil of Vanilla on your body your mood will instantly uplift and signs of depression will vanish. It is a natural mood enhancer. It is a great oil for insomniacs because of its sedative properties.

I can attest to the powers of both lemon and vanilla essential oils. I have felt a lot calmer and happier since I have been burning these oils together, and now I have added them to olive oil and dot them around the pulse points on my body, I feel a surge of contentment. It smells absolutely divine, and it will work to enhance your own natural pheromones as I believe nature works with nature.

Not sure about you, but I always used to get off on the thrill of having sex at work when I worked in my administrative position. I used to constantly text and email. Once, I was even having an MSN conversation about sex with an ex, and my boss walked in and over to the photocopier without blinking an eyelid. Deep inside, I wondered if I would ever get caught. Sure, I did at the council. My mate and I got told off for sending 400 emails a week to each other. Well damn if you didn’t talk to your mates at work then it would be pretty fucking boring! I’ve never been an arse licker – well perhaps in the bedroom – but not at work!

Don’t get me talking about the crush I had on the postman, and how I wrote a short erotic story on him, imagining what it would be like to pull him in, push him into the stationary cupboard, and let his hard cock rub against my clit. Mmm!

Is work really that important to make you turn serious and away from your fun elements? Flirt with your colleagues, text your boyfriend or a potential crush, and get browsing on the internet. Hey, you’re not causing them to spend any more money by checking out a couple of sites. If it’s not you searching or flirting, it will always be another one, and most of them higher up the management ladder.

If you truly hate your job then perk yourself up with a little text sex. Even better, get frisky at work and record a video of you stroking yourself before sending it your partner to add a thrill to his/her day. I love getting the urge to email my partner while he the managing director at his workplace and getting him so horny that he has to run to the bathroom to relieve himself. Domination is so hot! The power of words and actions can turn your partner into your own little sex toy!

This afternoon as I stroked myself, I entered a deep phase of meditation. I felt energised, but the energy swept through my entire being and made my pussy twitch for a couple of fingers to enter. The deeper I breathed, the wetter I became. Often, I have to stroke myself fast to turn myself wetter, but this time the urge to climax became so close that a continued to rub myself slowly. These sudden urges to masturbate during meditation are quite weird. I am not sure if it is a horny entity entering me, but I felt damn calm and happy afterward.

Deep breaths are important during masturbation. Shallow breaths or holding the breath will make it harder to orgasm, so always remember to breathe throughout, especially if your partner is performing oral sex on you. Deeper breaths give a longer orgasm that just cascades the endorphins through the body giving a feeling of warmth and love.

I recommend that everyone starts meditating. It is calming to the mind and stops the chit-chat that we all encounter daily. It is good to clear the mind in order for stress to subside. Performed regularly, your mind will develop spiritually and you will move to a higher vibration of love. I am in this phase, and hence why these weird horny urges continue to invoke me.

I have now realised that my ego is trying to ruin my life. When I feel shit it is because I am letting it rule me. I listen to meditation after meditation tracks in the hope that I will awaken to enlightenment. But why should I look to the future when it is already here…in the now.

How many of us look to the past and distant memories that remind us of fear and negativity? That has held me back for so many years. Now I realise that I have my self and my ego. Because I am now choosing to live in the moment I no longer have to dwell on the past and my mistakes. Fuck the past! Why did I bother to waste so much energy?

Four days after listening to an amazing FREE six step meditation from Ascension Help, I now realise when the ego is ruling me and when I am being true to myself.

I have been on a rocky road with my partner, one minute telling him to fuck off, and another getting sudden horny urges to fuck him. My selfish egotistic side wanted to make me feel pain. I suppose it is difficult to understand about the ego because we are taught by society to feel pride when someone gives us a compliment or we pretty ourselves up with make-up and clothes. The ego loves it. The world is ruled by ego. you only need to turn on the TV and listen to the radio for another stupid anti-aging face cream or weight loss program to have manifested. They want us to look for perfection, but we are perfect inside and out…we merely need to search for that truth. It is a sad fact that we are judged on how we look, but I am past that. It is difficult to spend time with some friends who are still so judgemental about others. This is perhaps why I love to spend time on my own because I understand my own mind and how I think so deeply about life.

One can be humble and self-realised without the ego taking over one’s emotions. When you feel fear, hate, negativity, jealousy, somewhere inside yourself has triggered that exact emotion. It is the ego plain and simple. If you become aware of it, thank it for its lesson, and tell it go take a hike or sit down because you are now back in the moment. The moment is all that counts. Not the past or the future. How many of us look to the future and worry about bills and jobs etc? Has it happened? No, so stop worrying! I used to worry about the future, but why waste all that energy on something that will only materialise if you dwell on it.

Living in the now has helped me immensely to understand myself and the two sides I thought I had to live with. Now I can choose to stop listening to the ego who tells me that nothing will work out, or that I don’t deserve somebody to love me because it is bullshit! Feeling worthy of one’s self is in no way vain. My partner is constantly praising me and through ego I have not been able to open my heart and accept it. It is strange to explain.

It is easy to live in the now when past memories do not unleash upon my emotions. Choose a high vibration of love and gratitude and you are on the way to true compassion. I love meditation and always aim to become spiritually minded, but one thing I cannot give up is sex and orgasms.

Listening to my partner on the phone while he watched me rub myself was insanely horny, and everyone ought to try that one. Better yet, record yourself masturbating, and send it to your partner at his/her workplace?

He had four mini-orgasms, and I even forced him to taste himself. I love cum! I love it even better if a man tastes himself. Something about being dirty and dominant turns me on. I like to taste myself and rub it between my breasts in circular motions around my nipples to harden them.

To think my own ego almost fucked up my relationship is a true lesson I have learnt. An even better way to let those negative energies take a hike is to watch a funny video. Now I’m a good driver, but I doubt all women are, especially the ones on this daft video.

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I met someone today who is practising Religious Studies and wants to teach me about the bible and Jesus. She even wanted to invite me to her church. She asked me if I believe in God. Sure, I talk to the Universe and I have faith that there is something more powerful, but just because I do not go to Church does not make me a bad, sinful person. I am practising spirituality because I love meditation. I have an open heart and I am kind and generous to others.

We got onto the subject of jobs and I stated that according to her beliefs I would go to hell because I promote sex on my website. “You will go to hell” she said. “Sex is wrong.” You are entitled to your opinion, love, but I have no belief for a second of what you are saying is true. She still continued to shake her head in dismay. Why can some individuals not understand that we are entitled to FREE thinking? I am one of life’s originals, and I will continue to be so.

I have a belief that a sin is man made. Okay, murder is wrong but we all know that psychotronic weaponry can alter one’s normal perception to complete things they would not normally do. These mad men on TV have no idea what they have done. Suicide bombers are told that they will go to heaven and they will have hundreds of naked women to fuck. Some minds can be easily influenced, but we MUST remember that we can choose to live a life of high vibration or a life of low vibration. Sure, it is difficult to remain happy ALL the time. Even I struggle with that one. Life is a challenge, but sending love to one another is the way to open your heart and help the world. We all have a part to play in the game of life.

Not all of us can be manipulated easily. Sex is GOOD. It produces endorphins, reduces migraines/headaches, reduces blood pressure and puts a halt to stress in the body. When stress is a killer how many good FREE things do we get in this life?Orgasms are free, and so too is sex. You have your own mind so believe what you want to believe? Free your mind!

When one believes that  committing a sin is bad, they will stop having sex and orgasms with the belief they will go to hell.

I refuse to believe religious bullshit. Religion causes war. Look at the world! Religious people who promote it are, unfortunately, brainwashed and have been all their lives. 2012 is a time of change and the world is ascending, or so I hope. I am ascending and those who feel in a state of despair or believe it to be depression may have fallen into The Dark Night of the Soul or awoken their Kundalini energy.

Spirituality is very powerful. I love sex but I also want to develop spirituality. I have felt guilty about masturbating my entire life until I found out that religion is complete bullshit. Everyone has their beliefs, and no-one should believe that I am right. I am spreading love in my own little way with this website. Some spiritual gurus believe that celibacy will develop the power within, but why should I believe them? No-one is right. I have all the answers in myself. A life of celibacy does not appeal in the slightest.

SEX SEX SEX is wonderful!

ORGASMS are bliss!

MASTURBATION help you to develop sexually!

I meditate daily, although at the moment I am getting sudden horny urges to masturbate. It feels strange. It could be a chakra imbalance in the sacral chakra which governs the reproductive organs, or it could be my kundalini energy awakening. My lower back has also been aching strangely, and I haven’t lifted anything heavy recently.

After a little weight training and rowing this morning my back feels a little better, but still I can’t control these sudden urges to orgasm every time I meditate. The spasms start in my legs and then they move to my inner thighs and vagina until my fingers move down and I rub myself friskily. Also I have noticed that my orgasms are some kind of a sexual tension release because I get really upset afterward. If anyone has an idea what the hell is going on with me, please leave a comment or send me a message on my contact form?

Two things are different. 1) I never used to masturbate during meditation, but now the urge is strong like something is possessing me, and 2) I already regularly masturbate because I enjoy doing it rather than experimenting for tension release, so I don’t understand where these ‘sudden’ urges and anger/emotional outbursts spring from after orgasm.

I don’t know how gurus and spiritual teachers can control their celibacy and orgasms. My orgasms are also stronger and I’m juicier than ever. Yes, I am strange.

My sex drive is weird some days. Okay, I’m on my menstrual cycle and my tits are sore, but my orgasms are the most powerful. Last night, after speaking to K, I worked on a few more edits and an overwhelming sensation to masturbate took hold. It felt like a strong spell sweeping through my fingers and forcing me to touch my delectable juices that stuck to my fingers like glue.

Gliding my fingers over my clit slowly started to make my knees quiver. Good job the neighbours underneath me are out of town because I moaned loudly. Usually, during masturbation in bed I can stay quiet. Not last night! Fuck me. I kept myself on edge rubbing myself quickly, pulling back my clitoral hood, and teasing my inner thighs until I decided to release my orgasm after about a good half hour of slow and fast teasing strokes. At one point, I wondered if I was ever going to cum. I thought perhaps the Aliens had given me a new power where I could feel on the edge of orgasm…but I just could not explode. Fuck…this was good!

I thought about K and him pinning me against the wall and rubbing his dick against my thigh. Just the thought of his hard dick pressing against me made my pussy drool. Then we rub together fully clothed until we both orgasm, no kissing on the mouth, but he’s whispering how sexy I am beside my ear. I quiver listening to his words against my sensitive ear. Strip me and tie up my hands. Fucking dominate me. I want that dick rubbing all over my body. Give me a full body dick massage. Mmm. Better yet, while rubbing it over my body, dribble hot spurts of semen and let it dry so I’m coated in cum.

I do often like my dirty mind going a little overboard during my menstrual cycle. The best thing about experiencing a strong orgasm during my period is that it takes away my breast pain and those bastard pains in the pubic area. Fuck painkillers, I’ve got my own endorphins that cure me. I wonder what my horny mind will think of tonight.

I spent time with a male friend yesterday who is heart broken over his split with his girlfriend, who he had dated for seven months. He is carrying so much hate for his exes friend who he blames for his split. She did sound a little malicious spreading messages and lies on Facebook, but I think he is going a little overboard with the hate thing.

If you send out hate to someone you are sending out hate to the world. This gives the people who are causing the war on people and poverty more power. They want this to help their sick little agenda to control us. I told him how to use Ho’onoponopono and Emotional Freedom Technique to help him feel better. I also gave him the Bach Flower Remedies called Crisis. I admit I use Flower Remedies when I feel a little under par and they do work better than drugs. Emotional Freedom Technique can be used to relieve stress and anxiety, even hate. He chuckled as we were tapping on the body parts believing that it isn’t going to work.

Whether you want to believe that Ho’onoponopono and Emotional Freedom Technique do not work, they still will work. It is nothing magical it is simply taking responsibility for what has been caused in your current situation in your life. Okay, I can try my hardest to help others, but if they do not want to help themselves, that is out of my hands.

Yes, there always will be malicious people who HATE to see two individuals happy. They will cause rifts between partners until one of them cracks and leaves, which is essentially what happened to my male friend. The best thing to do to destroy a jealous individual is to Ho’onoponopono them and send them love. Sending love to someone you do not like is HARD work. I hate to send out love to the Governments and Pharmaceutical Companies, but it is getting easier and I know they will be destroyed soon enough if people join in. Look at the current financial crisis! It is caused by Lightworkers sending love to the Earth, which is causing its collapse. Earth does not want to live in a state of greed for oil and energy no longer. It is fighting back with earthquakes and volcanic eruptions. Industries will collapse next, then Governments and Religion. Woohoo!

So if you hate someone who has caused a rift between you and your partner, instead of sending out low vibrational hate try to help yourself feel better with Emotional Freedom Technique and use the powerful Ho’onoponopono words to heal yourself and the situation.

Example: Whatever is in me to cause evil Angela to spread her jealousy and lies

I am sorry

Please forgive me

Thank you

I love you